Dude. She freaking yells at me every single time I do something! People on chat yelling at me, plus my life IRL, is a bad combination. I /am/ suicidal. I keep saying in my head "People hate me. People hate me. They would be better off without me." and a few of you, but the people in my band that actually care are the ones that are keeping me from actually attempting it. So don't you fucking say "that's a little too much" anymore. Got it? Because nobody fucking understands.
Madeye, I can talk to you if you want to right now. Not about all this, but a reason for you not to be suicidal. Please talk to me? I think I've been in a similar situation as you have. Some sort of chat I can talk to you in?
I was thinking of doing a roleplay which is basically the summer when they are rising to 7th year. Would April be in Texas for any reason? Maybe her parents went there for some reason? Cuz *I haz a surpriiiise* Dougherty Valley High School Football Stadium
I don't hate you! I mean... I annoy you att imes, and you annoy me at times, but that's our dynamic and I love you so much. Because you entertain me and you're the smartest and funniest and sassiest person I've ever seen at DARP. I would hate it if you left. I mean, I know I can be a bitch and stuff, and I know you may or may not hate me for that, but I don't care. I love you. And I DO NOT want you to leave. Ever. I was just telling everybody about how we could consult together and make a brand new coding for Square Feed, too! Wouldn't that be fun and cool? :3
You know what you need for people to hate you? People who love and care about you by comparison. For instance, Jorey, who will stop any conversation upon your entering to say hello, or Lissy Chrys, who changed their avatars to Disney princesses because they looked up to you, and wanted to be part of a team, or even me. I've known you for about three weeks, and I love you. You were always so nice to me, even when I was being outrageous. I feel that if DARP has been drinking that haterade, they didn't mean it. Everyone loves you. You're so talented, so funny, and excuse my corn, but you're immensely brave. Seriously, you chose your picture well.